now, almost one and half years i am sitting in the same chair every single day the same flat activity it seems like plan crash piece by pieces i can only remembered, how did the time take me take me in the morning in other land, and take me in the afternoon to the other building step to different islands every week take care for something not my self break the limit in the morning i woke up i look my self was machine Now, i even have not a mirror how do i look in this circumstances